MY EGO

KR here I come

2008-06-29T11:16:00.001-07:00

Omgs I got into Kent Ridge hall!!! Wah so up man... cnt wait for the orientation!!!!

OMG

2008-06-27T09:35:00.001-07:00

OMG you won't believe the website i just saw!!!! scribe fire is soooooo powerful!!!!!!

The video of the dance

2007-10-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

Here's most of it, Enjoy!

http://mimi-nakupenda.blogspot.com/2007/10/finally.html

My nails

2007-10-13T18:51:00.000-07:00

Ok this may be a distubing picture, but the were worst before. Today marks the third week since I STOPPED biting my nails. Yes I know its a dirty habit and I should have stopped years ago but it was just something passive to me. I finally decided to stop for a rather egoistic reason. One day I realized that if I had the ability to drive myself to lose all that weight, I can probably do anything I set my mind to. So what's biting my nails comapred to the regime I put myself through?

So it started. The first week was the hardest, cause I was so tempted to cut away my nail growth to stop myself from biting (my normal preventive measure). But after that, when some sign of nails started showing, the temptation to bite my dails kind of waivered. Cause of a simple law which guided my weigth loss.

DEFEND THAT YOU HAVE WORKED FOR.

For if you don't you might as well not have worked to begin with.

Now that it has been 3 weeks, I am starting to fel some nail-iness. For example, this week when I booked out, it was the first time in my life I took out my hp battery with my nail. Ans when pressing buttons and stuff, I am starting to feel the presence of THE NAIL... haha. Its like different la when you don't have any nails. Am quite certain I won't be doing any more biting nopw, We'll see how far they can normalize!

Ouch!

2007-10-13T18:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night this little girl came up to me in the middle of a party and asked me, "Hi what race are you?"

I was stunned and said something stupid like " Erm, Tamil.. I mean Indian.. why?"

She went "Then how come you cannot speak tamil?"

I was dumbfounded, all I could say was smile and say, "Ask her Shivani why...haha"

Ouch. Ok this had to be coming for a long time, just that it had not been played out till now. She was just an innocent little girl who had no ill intention.

To top this I was appauled to see the number of Tamil songs and movies they knew when we were playing sherades... I was lucky my song was "Iruvan". Anythng more and I'll be so stunned.

I mean she's like 6,7?

This won't be the first time, but can I be salvaged? Or is there an acceptable answer to "Then how come you cannot speak tamil"?

Abhi's 20th (Part 2)

2007-10-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

Ok so we went to this mediterian restraunt at arab street. I have a feeling her friends chose the place for the belly dancers man! Haha. It was an alakat buffet, the fiid was alritght, but the service sucked. I swear the staff don't understand English! We had to ask for a jug of ice water at least 5 times before they brought us one, and it was not as if it was free! And the worst part was the "food wastage" they charged us which was so un expected. Sorry I so don't want to go into the details of the whole blondity of the situation. It was a birthday, we shld rememebr the fun stuff right?

See what shiva got me started doing..

See la when I light up so 'da glamour' but she has to do everythign with style... haha

Then we decided tog et a taste of the birthday girl...

Ok then.. thats the last time we try anything vegetarian... haha

Abhi's 20th

2007-10-06T19:47:00.000-07:00

It all started with the present I guess... and where better to get a present for such an indian-y person than Mustafa!

Yes I had to resort to such means to avoid getting 'Hor lan'. Actually I think that this is a really usuful feature of camera phones... makes reaching new places so idiot proof... unless you're a rupa that is..haha

And FINALLY I found the place...haha

In case you didn't know they have this lame bag surrendering system at mustaafa, at ALL 6 of its entrances. My advice, avoid the main entrances like ENTRANCE-1 where even handbags may be 'sealed' Just head to the more ulu entrances at the back where they are either really nice or just zzz.

Guess who I met there...

Lil' miss vani ya?

Could't let her hat get all the attn now could I?

Yes we were on the fourth floor, and being a mature as we were, we just had to amuse ourselfs. So enjoy the spread below!!

The clown(s)

The Fiend and the blond princess..hahaha

The gremlins... we lk evil don't we?

ROCKER DUDE WITH ROCKER DUDETTE!

Ok so we both had a flu that day thanks to SOME ppl who just have to be sick rite...haha kidding la. So we did the most intellegent thing, we decided to get for our BD girl perfume! Haha shld have seen us la, stuggling to sniff all teh different samples with our stuffy noses. Wished I had my old hands for a sec, so that I had more area to spray on! haha.

We ended up getting her A Jessica PArker perfume caused it smelled indian-y. And thats whay and Indian-y person would like right? And It was accompanied by this adorable card we made from one of her old pics.. She was 9 (so she claimed) in this picture.

Ok the words did not get through in the end cause I wanted to preserve the resolution. But check out the back.

Haha you shld have seen her face when she got the card hahaha.

Ok thats all for now. Will continue with another entry abount the actual BD next weekw ehn I get out of my LAST exercise before ORD ok? Whahaha...

New life, New experiences

2007-10-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

PROLOGUE
This entry I probably going to explain my 'absence' from my usual activities like badminton and my ps-ing of my friends over the last few weekends. Why I have been so anonymously busy. It would also explain why I have been spending More time with some people and clear some clouds, so do scroll down for some entry!

Ok I went for this function yesterday at Orchard country club... in the ruby room..

Lets guess who my date was for the night....

Was it A: Geetha, the black duo...

B: Rashmi, the dancer

C: Shivani, yes we know who she is...

Or D: Menuri...

Yes you'd probably have guessed right, its C!

Ok so lets take a look of the real dates of the other 3...

Yes we are four lucky guys... and Ravin had this really cool idea that we all came in

MAT BLACK

Don't we look Just Awesome...

Then Sudhin went "Hey why don't we wear coloured fedora's with matching ties!"

All right man, now tell me that doesn't look style!

Now that we were all stylish and stuff, we decided to act cool and uninterested in our uncoordinated-ly dressed dates..haha!

So they decided to play our game and rushed into their dressing room...

And when they were done...

Then since we were dressed for it, I suggested that we'd might as well just do a dance for the crowd, you know a little something impromptu?

And the gals were like "FOR REAL??!!"

So we hurried off into our pairs and started rehearsing with coordination from our in-house proff. dancer who'd made TV appearances- Rashmi!

And while they were rehearsing, shiva and me were having some fun...

Okok the pic actually goes like this!

Ok she is soo going to kill me for that... haha

And when we came together, we were really qutie good I have to say...

Too bad I haven't figured out how to get the video here yet...=)

EPILOGUE
Okok let me iron out some things. Yes you can pop back your jaws and save your arrows...

Yes I did join in this dance group, an Indian dance group and we have been rehearsing for a few weeks.

Yes we did do an Indian dance khair (don't know why but figured you'd ask tt)

And I too am recovering from the aftershock of all these. Today when I woke up, last night seemed so dreamy... I took some time to absorb it all. I MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY! Haha. Remember, we must use our GV vouchers together k?

Could you imagine me doing anything like this a couple of years back?

Thanks guys for the unforgettable experience and the wonderful memories we've made!

SANGITA ANKURAM '07

2007-09-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

Ok I know almost every indian who has half a brain would stay away from these recitals.

And this vibe was VERY obvious when practically every other indian shunned from this recital, even the most rooted ones.

Why did I still go?

REASON ONE

Cause curiosity kills the cat? I had no reason to fear or detest or fear something which I I have no memory of right? I don't have any recollectable memory of going for such a show!

REASON TWO

These gorgeous babes....

Haha you'd probably think these woman would be worth the three hours show I sat through!

In case you'd have figured it out, to my left is Bhavani and to my right is Shivani pilla (yes This is probably you last chance to catch her in a SAREE till her wedding day!) from YI.

Woah they were good. They were really good, especially shivani who got to be kinda like the lead and had this really cool 2min solo at the start of her groups recital. The only thing that kept me in check was recalling her participation in YI choir. Guess she was just a singer all along.

These people have such a cool, quantifiable talent. They even teach Sangeetham (traditional Indian music) to the cutest little kids. How cool is that? I mean take a step back and think about whats your quantifiable talented how it is being used....

MY REVIEW

OK then... the show was like 3 hours long, which requires a good amount of patience to stay awake to. I did get through over 90% of the show I'd have to say, Thanks to the wind section of the chow coupled by a good amount of endurance attained from he army and my exposure to chess games in the past. See my experiences do come in useful?

But its still aroungd to focus on their skill and stuff for so long. And the music is not bad, but not great either. I can see why Sangeetham is 'dying' and is fighting so hard to survive. I can't see sangeetham fighting good cinema music like June Pona, Loosu Penna or Jillendru Oru Kadhall. These aren't really hip hop or rock, and have really good vocals in them. So why would people listen to sangeetham on their MP3's over these? So sad.

The loss its not unfair or anything, just that it is part of natural selection I guess? Maybe in the past where variety was less Sanggetham music had a shot. But now I really don;t see an angle. Or is it just that I have yet to hear a good piece?

Whatever the case the culture should still be preserved la, even if it requires affirmative action and stuff.

I LOVE MY NEW LIFE

2007-09-22T16:53:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY NEW LIFE

I love the things I can do now. The opportunities I can parttake it.

I love the ability to chose and to be chosen. You don't have to be nice, I'm an asset now:)

I love doing stuff which i could not really do in the past.

I love the impression new people have on me.

I want to stay fit and healthy for as long as it lasts!

BAASHA

2007-09-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

I Finally watched Baasha for the first time today!

Ok I know this is like 4 years slow since that is how long ago I was given this nick by some people in JJC during my first 3 months.

Perhaps it is 13 years slow as that is when this great movie was realeased! haha.

Aiya I know I am slow la.. but the impt thing is I am finally catching up right?

There was this song which dictated this intresting 8 by 8 law of life thing..

8: Time to play

16: STUDY STUDY

24: Getting married and stuff

32: Having kids ++

40: Your hard work all these years are paying off?

48: Time to take a break.. tour the world maybe?

56: Time to retire and time to take things slow...

64: Now living beyong this is simply NO GOOD!

Hahaha the last one is my favourite.. think PAP would love to debate this guide to world's end.. but if you look closely it ain't that far off.

I would like to get married at 24 if posible.

And I would want kids by 32.

OK the retirement part may be a bit far fetched in today's context but ya, think we all can take a guide from this and see if we're derailed from the 'bigger' picture in some sense.

And yes Laks, or anyone, if my tamil interpretation sux you can rectify them on the tagboard.

(PS. If you did think of me as your Baasha back then, thank you for looking up to me with such high esteem.)

An interesting question...

2007-09-19T10:54:00.000-07:00

Have you thought about who you are going to marry?

Maybe you have yet to meet his or her..

But what if you are going to marry somebody you already know in your life so far?

OK this is more intresting for thsoe who are single, but ya. Take a look around you and think about it.. are you going to get married to anyone around you? You don't really know ya?

Haha just food for thought.

Who am I going to get married to?

NO PAIN NO LOSS

2007-09-15T13:24:00.000-07:00

Yes, This was just something I did during one of those days which I was Simply TOO FREE. Hahaha, that kinda happens quite a bit when you're out from camp ya? Anyway am Kinda disappointed that so many people saw through the picture.. I mean like I zoomed the picture to 300% to crop it out in detail so that it looked real!

OK I know 90% of people I know know about my weight lost, but still? OK there were those 1 or 2 who did not realize, at least my effort was not to waste ya?

Just FYI, the middle was me at sec 4, The me on the left was right before enlistment, and the 'now' me is on the right.

Today pearlyn did some kind of interview with me over msn, regarding my weight loss and all. And you know what, through reliving the stages I went through over that year, I just realised that it was really something.

I did not lose my weight overnight or within weeks.. it was a long war man. A long and tiring one. It is so easy to take the easy way out and indulge. It is so tempting to find excuses for yourself.

'This chocolate fudge is so small... I have to eat WITH the others... I eat this now la, later I eat less...'

'Aiya now the sun too hot la, cannot run... nevermind la evening then run... just eat la cannot run... after run tommorow cannot play badminton....'

These voices that echo through your head would be the proof of the devil himself. How did I ignore them? Well I guess it was the instinct to defend that which I have gained.. or loss in this case! Each Kilo to lose was nth less than a chore and you had to fight even harder to lower your weight, lest to maintain. It just kills to think about wasting a week's effort of training and controlling your diet just because you let yourself go a tat too much this week. Of course I was also Thrilled to see where I was going with this weight loss thing, as those who know me would remeber, I never really bothered about losing weight and stuff AT ALL! So ya... OK la will blog about his some other time.. And I know you guys want to know what are the things I did along the way... Will blog about them some time I guess.

And to conclude, for those who are trying to lose weight, remb one thing.. MOMENTUM IS KEY

NUS CCA FORECAST

2007-09-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

Ok I'm gonna ORD sooon, and its gonna be time to get a head start on my CCA of choice for NUS.

Ok I am sooo not going to join a cca or a related one to any of my ex cca's, which really makes quite a list! And there are those CCA's which I don't think I can join, but wth! Here's my shortlist vision...

1. Some sports CCA.. maybe TRACK AND FIELD...
PROS:
I may not be the fastest few or what now, but I am above average and am improving! I mean thats whats impt right? Progress? Am able to psch myself to train more than 4 times a week (As i did for AHM) and actually find running rather refreshing!

CONS:
My enthust for this was kinda squished when I heard of that indian kid who ran 32km everyday since he was four... MY gosh, I have no place in such a realm man... (Also made me realised how spoiled we were.. we run 21km like such a big deal, got water point everywhere, this kid can run32km with lousy shoes and stuff..) And I'd have to totally commint ALL my NUS to this one CCA probably, gonna make my leaving cert a bit focused and dry.. smth I'm not used to!

2. Indian Cultural Society!
Pros
OK I know.. get over your OMGS'es... Firstly I have not really parttake in any such society, so it'll be smth new.. WHy not EL society? 1. Have debated, 2. have dramaed 3. less lobang. Y \a lets face it, ICS would have more opportunities ofor the I's, especially in the competetie talent pool of NUS!. And I have seen what they can do, and they are really a happening lot! Somewhere a happening guy like me can fit in!

Cons
YES MY TAMIL SUX! Ok, we can work on that right?.. At least the conversation part? Yes I can! And so what if I can't speak well? I stillc an do my part in their events! I am a useful dude ya? I can do alot of different stuff, i mean I have done alot of different stuff and I can still contribute to the ICS!

3. Some weird new club
Pros
Ok these include some deli club or smth that is totally new and probably fun, with lots of new exposure! And it would take away the possible language barrier from the above..

Cons
Its probably not going to be a well-recognised cca.. I am seeking something fufilling, both in my life and on paper.. Intend to keep my hostely you know? (yes I do intend to stay in one..)

Hai what am I going to join? I have to say its probably going to be no.2. And it will be If i can get my tamil back on its feet! Well at least this is what I feel for now la.

We'll see.

AH NEH-MATS

2007-09-08T12:14:00.000-07:00

If you're mat, can you be the part?

Don't be a mat and be so ah neh jsut because you look the part.

You know you're not oging to un-mattify and just hope that you partner mattifies for you so that you can have mat children

Ah neh-Mats

DETOX

2007-09-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

From pre to post NS I am ridding myself of many bad, or what I see as useless or negative atributes or habits. Some probably accosiated with my obesity directly or otherwise. These are a few of the voices in my head which go "STOP!... IF NOT YOU'LL END UP LIKE APPLE!! WAHAHA)

1. STOP computer gaming (yes even freeing my self for the last one-dota)

2.STOP watching excessive TV and couch potato-ing.

3. STOP buying chocolates and chocolates cookies which I know I will binge on later

4. STOP being lazy to get out of the house (actually these days I have an urge to stay out, can't stand being cooped up even for a day!)

5. STOP not engagin in physical activities (hahahaha)

6. STOP being so SHY! (for pete's sake, you're HOT now...)

Anyway The detox is for the better la. But a new poblem has arose, By removing so much of my usual routine. AND I AM LEFT WITH NTH MUCH TO DO!

OK the list of AVOID's really do't make it better for me. And these go " WEI just cause you army doesn't eman you have to be ARMY...."

1. AVOID drinking and stuff, do not make an occasion, only join on at most...

2. AVOID clubbing and stuff, not worth the vice

3. AVOID starting to binge, caue it won't stop till I go for a jog!

And to close it all I have a list of Don't do's caus they just BORE me...

1. Soccer watching

2. Reading (of any dort)

3. Play pool or soccer (though I don;t mind starting the latter)

So to sum up, my days are rather BLANK. And to think I still don't blog? Smth is really wrong riht. I end up crashing NUS during my off days, which I really don't mind. Its easier on the pocket than shopping, and everyone else is at work or sch anyways.

So what Kind of guy am I?

A weird one I guess.

Just have to find my way la. Smth will work out. Right?

AHM

2007-09-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

Yes I ran 21km in 2hrs.

So gald its finally over. TIme for me to convert to a civillian exercise routine, smth like jogging twice a week.

No point running too mcuh no cause I know I'm not going to follow up once I leave the army. Just time to learn how to be a NORMAL, HEALTHY singaporean. :)

SAMARPANAM 07

2007-07-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

Omg, dun get how it went so wrong. If not for the dance group, killer beez, and the magician, the show would be almost a total faliure.

It really was not the fault of the people on the ground. Someone up there decided to make the plot soooo complex. In the end it was so confusing. It even got frustrating when they kept introducing new scenes without linking.

And the break form script into other performances made no sense.

Even in the end the general plot did not make much sense.

This is NUS man, what happened?

WAAAAAAAAAA

2007-07-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

I am so shy la!!!!

Omg I am like so much more confident than last time

Or at least thought I was!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iNto da m1dS 0f x-faTys

2007-07-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

OMG, I am convinced.

Fat people who lost alot of weight Think the same.

At first I thought this applied to a couple of my Eagle buddy's who lost weight like me. However I just met a gal who lost alot of weight and she share the SAME TWISTED IDEAS!!!

Here's jsut a glimpse of what goes on in our minds:

1. We all have our own weird diet in our minds, like if KFC is healthier then MAC, or noodles is better than rice or tt its ok to eat fats but not sugar. These weird 'formulas' are self developed from what we learnt abt food + (most importantly) what we observe with our weighing scales!
[Essetially what works matters more to us than what shld work]

2. We are almost never satisfied with our weight loss thanks to our nemesis, STUBBORN FAT. We are very good at identifying where they are and are aware of their presence. Even if we look thin with clothes on and our weights are ok, we still engage in this vendetta against these fats, just because its FATS! [ps. stubborn fats are often genetic if not are the fats tt are formed over areas with little or no major muscle groups. Therefore they are almost impossible to rid of through normal exercise and require harser conditions just to reduce.]

3. When we see fat people now we go "omg he/she's so fat.Be it in our minds or out lod to those with us. [Yes we know this is so wrong, but we really can't help it. Think its part of our psycological defence system to stop us form fattenning again]

4. We eternally revel in the ability to buy clothes off shelve from town. [ooh yeah, tiem to lk good]

3SG ISZ SAZLI

2007-05-19T00:10:00.000-07:00

In case this name doesn't ring a bell this guy was one of the 02 soldiers that died in the taiwan plane crash.

He was In the same course with me for 5 months int he army.

And he did not deserve this even one bit.

I remember him as a righterous fella, one who would take pride in doing things the right way. (Even though most of use just wanted to take the short cuts)

A Guy with good principals, and confidence no less than mine.

Fresh out of JC, merely awaiting to face the real world.

And this shit had to happen to him.

It was not his choice. He,like every other male, was forced into the service,and killed by the service.

FUCKED UP

aB0ut dA vIck

2007-05-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

001. real name : Vicknesh s/oManoselvsm

002. nickname: Ah Neh (Yes I'm alritewith it haha)

003. single or taken: single

004. zodiac sign : Leo

005. male or female :male

006. elementary : Lian Hua primary

007. high : YUSOF ISHAK SECONDARY

008. college : Jurong JC

009. eye color : brown

010. hair color : black with a pinchon white for wisdom!

011. long or short hair : short (thxto SAF)

012. shoe size : 10013. asthma? : no

014. are you health freak : I dun likedoctors015. height : 170.

016. do you have a crush on someone:yea...

017. do you like yourself: nope, Ilurv me

018. piercings : rite... next0

19. tattoos : next (good boy la me)

020. righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

022. first surgery : LASIK (yea mysecret is out)

023. first piercing : does yourfingers count?

024. first best friend : APPLE

025. first movie: Land before time

026. First sport you played: Is chess a sport? Guess its badminton then haha

027. first pet : think it was a hamster

028. first vacation :malaysia

029. first concert : Dun think I havebeen to one.. so sad rite?

030. first crush : Sushkebab I guessHAHA

CURRENTLY :

049. eating : BOASTERS BelgiumChocolate cookies.

050. drinking : LYCHEE TEA

052. i'm about : find something newand exciting to do!

053. listening to : THE BEST DAMN THING

055. waiting for : ORD

057. wearing : my BIGGEST TEE with myjean shortsYOUR FUTURE :

058. want kids? : Hopefully couple, upto my other half059. want to get married? : yupz

060. careers in mind? : Chemlecturer/teacher

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITESEX? :

068. lips or eyes? : eyes0

69. hugs or kisses : hugs0

70. shorter or taller : Not tallerthan me can liao0

72. romantic or spontaneous:spontaneous0

73. stomach or arms : arms0

74. sensitive or loud: loud0

75. hook-up or relationship:Dun get the diff.

HAVE YOU EVER :078. kissed a stranger : no.

080. lost glasses/contacts: Yups, butnot never gonna happen again:P

081. ran away from home : nope0

82. broken any bones :nope0

84. broken someone's heart: hope not

085. been arrested : nope.

086. turned someone down : yea...

087. cried when someone died : yes

088. liked a friend : yupDO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. yourself: Duh!

090. miracles : yea

091. love at first sight : I dun thinkI can judge on this one.

092. heaven : Guess so, dunr eallythink abt afterlife

093. santa claus: no

094. fairies : no095. kissing on the first date : Not really a beleive, just go with the flow

096. angels : yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one or more people youwana be with right now?yes.098. Is Superman really better thanBatman?Nope but I beleive he is

099. Have you had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?N.A100.do you fantasize about anthrperson other than who you're with?:N.A

Run away....

2007-05-12T15:58:00.000-07:00

Feel like getting some closure again.

Just dissapear a while and indulge myself in my physical tainings.

A break from reality, where the satisfaction of a gd run would be enough.

Cause a run doesn't judge you, or do anything much to you. It'll always say yes

I think this is the healthiest obsession I have ever took up.

2007-05-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

I NEVER cared abt how I looked.

I do now.

I was NEVER bothered abt how fat I am.

I do now.

I used to tell my PE teachers that my aim was not to lose weight each year, but that I did not want to gain too much weight each year.

I used take puns abt my obesity and turn them arnd and laugh abt it.

Now I am so picky.

I try to train any falbby part.

Try to tone up.

Hate my excess skin and stretch marks.

Will be so hate myself if I gain weight (which I make sure I lose)

Am totally borthered by such superficial stuffs.

After much though I guess this ain't a bad thing. Cause such thoughts result in a drive to lose weight, become fitter/healthier. Whye else would I lose weight? Especially with the confidence I had.

Not to become healthier

Not because others think I am fat

I had to think I was FAT.

Guess the secret behind the SAF.

Fata Flaw

2007-05-06T03:13:00.000-07:00

I have a fatal flaw.

One of the reasons why I was fat.

Smth that can make me fat again.

My instinctive habit of finishing anything I star eating.

I I share a platter or popcorn, once I start eating, I can't stop without finishing it. Even if the others have stop eating cause they are full, my hand will feel itchy if I dun pick of the remaining food.

Wa so dangerous you know. Esp when we share stuff like chocolate fudge. Then if you can't finish I'll finish it.

Must cure this faster.

SPIDERMAN 3

2007-05-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

An alright movie. But spider-man's physical abilities were a bit buffed.

He could not trash an amature green goblin.

He did not fight well against an inexperienced, not very powerfull d\sand man

But I guess they had to do so so as to distinct his strength from dark spiderman.

And the fact they did not want to make black spiderman too strong such tt he defeats his enemies without trying at all.

So ya it was a hard movie to make fromt he action point of view.

Woah the confidence in parker this time, now tt was smth.

Watch the movie to see the super confident him. Actually saw alot of him in me. Don't know if its scary or smth alright.

Feel like a million bucks and tt I can do anything. Can try Anything. Can look good. Feel tt I lk soooo gd haha. And not shy to announce so. Feel tt I can date anyone. Feel flirty and stuff. Tt alll tt matters is being awesome.

Esp ever since I lost so much weight.

Is it wrong to feel so? s it wrong to think so? In the movie this was associated to peter losing himself. Okay he was doing some wrong stuff when he alrd had mary jane. But what if he did not? Would it still be wrong?

Guess for him to behave this way would be a contrast to his indegineous timid and passive self.

But tts not a bad thing right?

Dunnoe la, am in army now, just wanna have fun and enjoy.

MY NEW ROOM

2007-04-28T22:59:00.000-07:00

A few months back I renovated my whole room. A completely different look from what it was for as long as I remb.

Everything had to be different. Even insisted of moving my bed and all.

My bed/sofa. Yes 90% of my life in the room is spent here!

My PC, where I am when I'm not out, along with the TV of course haha.

The other side, the view from my bed (Noticed the total chocolate walls by now...)

My Chalk board which really doesn't stop me from forgetting haha

My Fun Corner, say Hi to Patrick Star! And no, I can't really play yet haha.

The tree that watched me grow up.

My creative touch.

Yes its dark, and tts glowing

Can you see my dream catcher?

My cream white door. Too bad I could't get the white pull-up bar to go above the door.

Glow-in-the-dark PC!

Love my new room.

Floating platform

2007-04-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

Just visited to new floating platform at Marina Square for this year's NDP.

A pity it was too successful.

The platform seemed so stable that it appeared to be just another pirece of land, reinforced into the earth. Dun think many will be able to appreciate the physics of the platform,

Its stablity even when adding a ton of weight.

Maybe they should drag the platform around the ocean during the performance or smth.

NUS

2007-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

Yes I am heading to NUS SCI. And I can't be more excited.

Gonna Major in Chem. Gonna have lotsa frens, old and new.

Gonna join NUS ICS. Gonna TRY be part of NUS sports.

Gonna Rock my campus. Caus I gonna ROck myself.

Gonna get decent GPA's consistently.

Gonna be the life of my class, or part of it.

Not gonan become boring.

So wanna be in NUS. See ya there!

What I want

2007-04-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

1. A beach Hunk body!

2. To be able to eat freely without worrying about my weight

4. ORD from army

5. Join NUS at last!

6. Going back to school

7. SHOP!

8. A credit card which is always paid for

9. Learn how to play soccer and basket ball to a decent level ( Ys i am currently quite hopeless, apparantly its more then just running arnd)

10. Play my guitar well

11. Have so much plans everytime i book out that I'll be out from morning

12. Spent all my time chilling with ppl I wanna chill with

13. Meet more ppl

14. Try new stuff.

15. Learn to roller blade and ice skate

16. Be more involved with NUS and its activites

17. Get as many of my poly frens into NUS as possible haha

-Yes I love the thought of me being in NUS-

18. Be able to converse fluently in Tamil (Like tts gonna happen...)

19. To have another shot at JC as a fit person

20. Fine, for wrold peace.... (selfless enough?)

What I never used to enjoy...

2007-04-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

1. RUNNUNG

Yes OMG! I now actually enjoy runnign and will go for runs on my own even on book outs. Just feel that there is some peace in running. Gives you time to think. Nth to distract you. Time for reflection. And at the end of it, you feel fitter, you look better. There are cheap thrills associated with running faster you know haha.

2. F00D LIKE BEANCURD AND FISH SOUP

I would NEVER eat either one of these food or similar greeny stuff in the past. But now I even enjoy vertain vegetarian food. I really can't get this change AT ALL. Perhaps these types of food seemed to be too healthy for my diet back then? At least this was the reason I kept telling you guys haha.

3. SPORTS

Now i like a bit itchy to jsut leave the house and play smth. Alhtough I am seriousely lousy at everything. no talent + 18 years of anti sports puts me in a very diff. spot haha. But nevertheless if you'd like to call em out for soccer or smth, I'll be there even if tis just to run abt.

4. SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Obviousely because I can now wear almost anything hahaha. Its no longer abt whether they have my size:)

The Experiement

2007-04-15T10:31:00.000-07:00

I finally got the chance to test my old comical personality in my new body with a group people who enver knew the old body. This is like sooo impt cause I have been wondering whether this "fat" personality would fit with a fit bod if you can get what I mean.

Results?

OK la generally I had my same aura, making people laugh and all. Had fun playing polar bear and all. Got along with guys and gals. Nth to be too worried abt.

But there are some qwerks.

First, Saying I am handsome baffles people in a weird way. One of them said " I have never met sombody who is so confident abt himself before"

One of them I was growing chubby from thin. Ouch

people thing I'm an arts student. (OK i have no idea if this has anything to do with the fat vs fit thing).

Can such a me exist?

I nv showed them my old pic and left it like tt. Wonder how such relations will develop with the new me. Need more social experiements.

Same old brand new me

2007-04-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

Or how is this old song suppose to go?

Whatever it is just wanna let you know its the same me

Treat me the same.

Why do some people treat me differently after I lost weight?

So weird

Esp. to the praising part

Super not used to it, more used to self boosting my confidence and twisting negative pokes at me

So dun choke me world, you may check me out when I'm not lking, but treat me the same when we're face to face.

:)

headaches

2007-04-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

Why do headaches ache?

Perhaps because they are called head-aches

Haiz

My head hurts

Lets get a few things straight...

2007-04-05T21:00:00.000-07:00

01 Looked awesome before I enlisted

02 Although I thought it was impossible, I look awesome-er now:)

03 I do love my life

04 Yes ladys I am single, so start queuing up! haha

What in this galaxy could possibly kill this ego....

Hello world!

2007-04-05T20:57:00.000-07:00

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